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Monday, February 27th, 2006
12:48 am	Oo Love the Life x3 YAY Yay it´s been a long time folks yo X3 *poginaround* my life is just wonderful *.* a lot to do, to study, to learn *-* yay i´m loving it x3 yesterday was a horrible day, without tellin´names yo but it was X_____________________________________________________________x I think you can understand this without any words A frinds birthday.. booooring -.- sitting between some guys who are the fuck ALL mentaly ill O__o;; one was schizophrenic, the other one depressiv, and the last one was a hypochonder. Suddenly she said : "Oh my .. i´m very very ill" me : Oo;; she : but no one knows the name of it ..*looksaorundinaverysadway* me : *thinks* ooooooooooooooookay... you want pity.... Oo Fu you OO. ... XD *laughinginmind* she: I have a chronic disease me : *thinks* what the hell Ò_o ooookay.. other "friends" : oh poor lil one me:*thinks* what the FUCK she just pretends to be ill Oo;; other: aaahhhww T_T me: *thinks* let me slap her .. oh please LET Ò_Ó ME THE FUCK SLAP HER! Ò_Ó/m\ *talkingloud* ahm I ´m going to order a new coktail *walks away* oh my what a day.. some people are very very strange .. why does everybody wants to suffer.. needs pity ? Does anybody know Oo;; crazy world really .. Current Mood: happy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 5th, 2005
2:13 pm	Pain everyday brings pain and it sucks ;_; my arm hurts and the following lyric describes my mood.. ---> I wonder when I'll hit the ground It's said what goes up must comes down But sometimes it's the otherway round I'm drowned with tears and sure I'm drowned Like a lover cover you And keep you safe from me Maybe I'm on the run from the past I'm on the run from the past And I try to be free To throw off your spell from me To get back my soul from you at last Although you hurt me to the core I'm crawling back for an encore So touch me gently wipe the floor With me again I still need more Like a slave you lock me in And throw away the key Maybe I'm on the run from the past I'm on the run from the past And I try to be free To throw off your spell from me To get back my soul from you at last Maybe I will fly into the sun And I'll fly to the moon into a tantrum Maybe there will be a time when I come back Down upon you ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So true so true ;_; I´m always on the run from the past.. never can´t let go .. there´s no escape *drop* ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Forget about time, this thoughts thou shall not waste, if I lay down on a bed of roses, and if I may never awake again praise the lord to take care of my shattered soul .. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~ Eden ~ Take my hand , bring back the life into my eyes, can you give me another sacrifice? will you take me to the end of emotion? let me fly in the wind, high like a feather, floarting in the night air, in the arms of the moon, he never let´s me down again, he whispers to me - life is still a goon and the sun beginns to moan - she said you sure wil rebirth soon , you´ll get another life ..... This work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 2.0 Germany License. Current Mood: depressed (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 13th, 2005
3:49 pm	More Death Note Oh what Oo I read the end of DN :'( Damn it !!! Why ... well whatever i´m still L Fan xD Warning: The pic won't show up unless you upload it your own sever ^-^; Death Note Character Selector brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: giggly (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 19th, 2005
1:08 am	Death Note Well lately i ´m a fan from Death Note ^^ I really like the charas , espacially L and Raito Upload the pic to your own sever ^-^; Death Note Character Selector brought to you by Quizilla yeah ^^ let the utopia beginn : D Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
12:08 am	Bleach YAY!!! Bleach is so damn cool I love it *______________* Take The quiz yourself Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 30th, 2005
1:56 am	Death Note *_____* yay very cool flash movies , loooove them !!!!! http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/19971867/ 1 birthday DA ^^ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/19823583/ the europeans se a man , the japanese a rabbit well an the fangirls *cought* well they see something moore intersting XDD *starring at the moon* well yes it´s true XDDD http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/18618611/ click the link below ^^ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/15416920/ Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 16th, 2005
1:28 pm	Bush and hot weather and Vorfreude >.> Yeeeeeees meine zweite Bush CD ist heute angekommen *bounce* sehr geil umd Gavins Stimme klingt mal wieder fantastisch *______* Ahhr scheisse ist der Typ Hoooot so ne geniale Stimme XD Und dann freu ich mich schon sooo super auf einen sehr guten Freund der mich im August besuchen kommen will und ich würde auch super gerne mal nach Bayern fahren um ihn zu besuchen^^ Scheisse freu ich mich .. LOL seit ca einer Woche träum ich auch nur von dem, das wir uns treffen und reden und irgendwo langgehen und das wir uns einfach super verstehen ... sehr strange aber egal ich träum immer son Kramm >_<, das ist echt schon normal für mich aber es gibt schlimmere Träume meinerseits und diese sind ja recht angenehm ^^ fände es schlimmer wenn wieder irgendwelche Organe durch die Luft fliegen oder Atombomben mich zerfetzen und deswegen bin ich ganz zufrieden mit meinen Träumen im moment *drop* Und ich freu mich echt schon sooo super auf ihn, das geht ja gar nicht, ich könnte den ganzen Tag hier rumhibbeln xD Und heute wollte ich ihn auch anrufen , bin super gespannt ob ich ihn überhaupt verstehen kann mit seinem Akzent aber ahhr egal passt scho *_* Hoffendlich bleibt er gaaanz lange hier damit wir ganz viel reden können und damit ich ihm ganz viel zeigen kann ID~~ Nachher gibbet mehr muss nu erstmal los Current Mood: crazy (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 11th, 2005
12:24 pm	naked japanese man O________O http://www.universal-rock.de/_artists/queensofthestoneage/_ecards/insane/ wtf O_o well he looks nice ehrm.. I mean his face ... well and his body and his tattoos and his damn long hair xD I looove tattoos *___* And I really think he IS insane XDDD showing his lil ..whatever his name for it it (maybe monster XD) on the tv ... but it is some ..hm how should I say ?? it´s some refreshing element not to see only naked women on the television XDD well that´s my oppinion ;) hm but this song isn´t really my taste i think it´s a bit booooooring nothing special ...please QOTSA Fans lemme alive .. myabe some other songs are really quite good but not this one ... that´s it for 2day have fun and a nice day ;) Current Mood: excited (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, June 6th, 2005
1:26 am	WHF what the fuck ... what the heck... What the damn fuck .. what in Jesus christs sake... what the ... what the .. FUCK *drop* WTF WTH WT WT WT >.< ahhr don´t mind it i´m allright, really ... nearly... O_O >_< *jump* T_T .. ahr i think I´m "manisch depressiv" or something like that, I dunno but I´m in a very strange mood right now but don´t mind it really.. ant the song "find you here" by wolfsheim inspired this mood ^^ but I really like that song an i really say often a dank often time this damn really *drop* but fuck off I don´t mind XD I think i should go to my danm bed now before i really want to kill someone.. well i want to get a job ... is there anybody who needs a Killer for money? Here I am XD well i go spleeping now .. my thoughts are just to dangerous for this world x_X Current Mood: aggravated (Comment on this)
Monday, May 30th, 2005
10:34 am	Quiz You're a romantic girl. You're kind, caring, loveing, and peaceful. You spend a lot of your time dreaming and you're not afraid to express deep emotion, whether it be in a poem, diary, or words. You hope for love and affection from your prince charming. I have a feeling he will come around soon. What kind of girl are you? (with pix!) brought to you by Quizilla Wow damn that´s sooo right :) You are a Samurai. You are full of honour and value respect. You are not really the stereotypical hero, but you do fight for good. Just in your own way. For you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil person, if it is for justice and peace. You also don't belive in mourning all the time and think that once you've hit a bad stage in life you just have to get up again. It's pointless to concentrate on emotional pain and better to just get on with everything. You also are a down to earth type of person and think before you act. Impulsive people may annoy you somewhat. Main weapon: Sword Quote: "Always do the right thing. This will gratify some people and astonish the rest" -Mark Twain Facial expression: Small smile What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures] brought to you by Quizilla You like the sweet, shy type. What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics) brought to you by Quizilla The Goddess of Ice and Hope. You are a creative wonder. Always calm and collected, you hold the awe of many people and you are exceptionally logical. You are an inspirational beauty. Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!) brought to you by Quizilla Your a Vampire! Maybe a tad goth...your obsessed with the night. Maybe Killing the living, Sucking the blood off the innocent. You my friend are the deadliest creature out there. Are you a Vampire/Goth/Punk/Poser/Emo/ or just a plain PREP!? brought to you by Quizilla Your Hidden Power Is Water You have a rather calm soul, but when tempted will get pissed off at those who bug you. You do whatever you can in your powers to help those of your allies and have a okay taste for human kind, but you find them rather annoying on occasions. Gem Stone: Saphire, Eye Color:Ice Blue,Hair Color:Dark Blue that's long that goes to your waist. Quote:If you wait for me Then I'll come for you. Although I've travelled far, I always hold a place for you In my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll return and fill that space in your heart What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::. brought to you by Quizilla You are sad because of your life and obsession with death Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people brought to you by Quizilla Your connection with darkness is through your murderous ways/thoughts. You want to kill, get away with it and do it again and again etc. To be in charge of peoples lives, to decide if someone should live or die makes you feel powerful. And power is addicting. But chances are you haven't commited murder(torture/rape) yet. So far theese thoughts stay inside and haven't come to life. Most people wouldn't expect you to want to do this(maybe close friends/familymembers) since you look just like an ordinary Joe (but sometimes theese types stand out). In school you were likely the quiet one who seemed harmless. Isn't is fun to prove people wrong? What is your connection with darkness? (pics) brought to you by Quizilla you're an angel of death and destruction. you like hurting others and chaos. what kind of angel are you? brought to you by Quizilla Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and often try to figure out the meaning of life, why we are all here etc. You may not be so social, and often think twice before acting but those thoughts you have in your mind never stop flowing in. Sometimes you can be so concentrated you forget about other things that you have to do. Don't change, this world needs deep people. What dark word represents you? (anime pics and 7 outcomes) brought to you by Quizilla Your Evanescence song is: Imaginary The real world has taken a toll on you and you don't want to endure it anymore. It is harsh and hard to live in, so your solution is dreaming. You dream and have fantazies and turn it to your new reality. Zooming-out is not an unusuall thing for you to do. You can also have an artistique side in you, whether it is writing, drawing, singing etc. I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape What Evanescence song are you?[many outcomes + wonderful pictures] brought to you by Quizilla ... man merkte, mir ist langweilig XD Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Friday, May 20th, 2005
6:06 pm	Ahhr I´m going crazy O______O Ahrr my mother again ... she is so FUCKING FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKING annoying since 3 days she annoyed me about my study ... i can´t bare it anymore .. I´m going crazy ... I´m going to kill somebody if she goes on and on and on >___< And 2day there was a new argument *drop* She said "your so disinterested... you don´t even care about your futur.." "you are sooo childish and bla bla blaaah" I can´t bare THAT shit any longer ... it´s impossible really..My mother is so aggresiv.. In my oppinion it´s fun to cause stress and negaitv emotions and that lets her feel better or whatever. and I could hit her for that!! Because if she starts there will be no fucking end in it -.-;; I have got a mother to rent xD Give my money and I´ll rent her, you can give her back after 14 days ^^° But well the positiv thing is .. I haven´t lost my humor XDD But thats all T_T I have lost my nerves and I've been patient long enough! I want to run away from here just for a couple of days .. I want to live elsewhere!!! If someone want to pick me up for a few days so please PLEASE DO IT... I plead you Y____Y I can cook and clean, talk a lot, dance and sing and other good things :D and I can care for myself ^^ Easy to handle like a cat or a dog... nah even easier^^ OMFG ---> http://img277.echo.cx/img277/4815/daumhiphop29ve.jpg Well i hate hiphop but the pic is very extrem.. and i don´t hate goths or somewhat because I one myself^^ so don´t get the wrong idea ;) so that´s it and I feel much better now .. blub und bla~~ Current Mood: crappy (Comment on this)
12:34 am	Learn to fly ~ I´m sitting here in my room and thoughts about destiny and the circle of the world runns through my head and hearing Savage garden xD And I really feel good, I don´t know why but I really feel good..I fell relieved .. somehow .. I think I could write a positiv poem now^^ well I´ll try it but I´m not good in positiv poems.. usually I really like to write sad and melancholy ones with a bittersweet taste of despair. These feelings are more powerfull than love and relieve in my oppinion but let´s see what kind of posivit poem I can create now. ~Learn to Fly ~ I just feel like a feather in the gentle wind, he takes me high and lets my down for a while, flying so high that i could kiss the blue blue sky, faraway from the misery because i learned to fly, to dive away, so high , high in the allembracing sky. The sweet taste of love is a holy lullaby, who maybe opens the gates to heaven or hell, and you have to choose what you want to see, if you want to dive in an endless ocean or if you want to be drown in a storm and want to sink in the arms of the sea, but she is a loveless lover with a bitter taste of tragedy. She only wants to kiss the so cold cold skin, wants to deceive you, break you ´nd shake you, fool you! But take yor broken wings and learn to fly, to reach your dreams, taste them, fade away ~ Take this view of heaven, devour it, wrest it, try to hold it and lock it up in the deepth of your heart ~ copyright K.H & publishing house Hm please tell me what you think about it ^^ and don´t steal it because it has a copyright !! Thanks Current Mood: artistic (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 19th, 2005
10:23 am	study and STFU!!! Damn it ! hm well I need to go study but it´s so hard to find a place and it´s hard to apply the university for a semester >_<; I just wanted to study psychology but the ZVS really don´t know about the Numerus Clausus (average value) ahhr that´s so wonderful >.< I think I really hate that damn ZVS, and the application procedure is kinda strange and I really don´t know about that shit!! I´m a bit pissed off because of that ZVS and the university of Bremen, because they don´t know the NC too *drop* Ahhr my mother pisses me off too, STFU!!! I really hate that because she talked and talked and talked and never shut the fuck up!!! She´s so annoying. Everyday she talked and annoxed me bacuase of the study and "what about studing in bremen? Wouldn´t it be better? What do you want to study? When will you register" and that 24 hours ahhr lemme kill someone... i feel like drowning into a deep silent ocean and shattered into pieces and to forced to pick up the pieces again and again forced to life in a bizarre circle ..... I do i do i do but it´s not easy but it would be easier if she don´t disturb me all the fucking time!! I think it would be easier to life in a other city for me ad my mom .. ande i really would prefer it ... Now I have to call the BKA (Bundes Kriminal Amt) well lets see what happens next -.- Current Mood: aggravated (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
5:58 pm	OMFG -> I found this in my Animexx.de Forum and it´s damn funny XD so have fun with it ^^ -------------------------------------------------------------- St. Mary's Catholic Church If Your Child is a Gothic, Reform Through the Lord! Listed below are some warning signs to indicate if your child may have gone astray from the Lord. Gothic (or goth) is a very obscure and often dangerous culture that young teenagers are prone to participating in. The gothic culture leads young, susceptible minds into an imagined world of evil, darkness, and violence. Please seek immediate attention through counselling, prayer, and parental guidance to rid your child of Satan's temptations if five or more of the following are applicable to your child: 1 - Frequently wears black clothing. 2 - Wears band and/or rock t-shirts. 3 - Wears excessive black eye makeup, lipstick or nailpolish. 4 - Wears any odd, silver jewelry or symbols. Some of these include: reversed crosses, pentagrams, pentacles, ankhs or various other Satanic worshipping symbols. 5 - Shows an interest in piercings or tattoos. 6 - Listens to gothic or any other anti-social genres of music. (Marilyn Manson claims to be the anti-Christ, and publicly speaks against the Lord. Please discard any such albums IMMEDIATELY.) 7 - Associates with other people that dress, act or speak eccentrically. 8 - Shows a declining interest in wholesome activities, such as: the Bible, prayer, church or sports. 9 - Shows an increasing interest in death, vampires, magic, the occult, witchcraft or anything else that involves Satan. 10 - Takes drugs. 11 - Drinks alcohol. 12 - Is suicidal and/or depressed. 13 - Cuts, burns or partakes in any other method of self-mutilation. (This is a Satanic ritual that uses pain to detract from the light of God and His love. Please seek immediate attention for this at your local mental health center.) 14 - Complains of boredom. 15 - Sleeps too excessively or too little. 16 - Is excessively awake during the night. 17 - Dislikes sunlight or any other form of light. (This pertains to vampires promoting the idea that His light is of no use.) 18 - Demands an unusual amount of privacy. 19 - Spends large amounts of time alone. 20 - Requests time alone and quietness. (This is so that your chid may speak to evil sprits through meditation.) 21 - Insists on spending time with friends while unaccompanied by an adult. 22 - Disregards authority figures; teachers, priests, nuns and elders are but a few examples of this. 23 - Misbehaves at school. 24 - Misbehaves at home. 25 - Eats excessively or too little. 26 - Eats goth-related foods. Count Dracula cereal is an example of this. 27 - Drinks blood or expresses an interest in drinking blood. (Vampires believe this is how to attain Satan. This act is very dangerous and should be stopped immediately.) 28 - Watches cable television or any other corrupted media sources. (Ask your local church for proper programs that your child may watch.) 29 - Plays videos games that contains violence or role-playing nature. 30 - Uses the internet excessively and frequently makes time for the computer. 31 - Makes Satanic symbols and/or violently shakes head to music. 32- Dances to music in a provocative or sexual manner. 33 - Expresses an interest in sex. 34 - Masturbates 35 - Is homosexual and/or bisexual. 36 - Pursues dangerous cult religions. Such include: Satanism, Scientology, Philosophy, Paganism, Wicca, Hinduism and Buddhism. 37 - Wears pins, stickers or anything else that contains these various phrases: "I'm so gothic, I'm dead", "woe is me", "I'm a goth". 38 - Claims to be a goth. If five or more of these apply to your child, please intervene immediately. The gothic culture is dangerous and Satan thrives within it. If any of these problems persist, enlist your child into your local mental health center. Edit : OMFG I´m addicted to satan O_o and I´m a goth XD apply : -> 1-9 -> 12 -> 15-18 -> 20 -> 25 -> 27 -> 29-30 -> 33 -> 36 -38 well I thing I ´ll go meditating now, speak with satan and my other friend, drink so fresh blood and shaking my head violently to the music and dance in a sexual and provocant manner XDDDDDD Yeah /m/(oo)/m/ Current Mood: bouncy (Comment on this)
Monday, May 16th, 2005
12:07 pm	pissed of ... Uhhhr my mother just came back from her holidays and get on my nerves... ohhh yeah and how she does >_< she forced me to clean up the house because she don´t wanted to because she just arrived and I told her that i have to learn but she ignored it and said "you have to clean up" The hell I have to ! But she was so annoying and pissed me extremly off... and than after said something like "oh always I have to do it" and "your so lazy and bla~~" I cleaned the fucking house , damn it! I hate it and I hate it that she has to walk behind me and to told me what to do. DAMN IT! I really hate that and I told her that it sucked and than she was hm beleidigt .. I´m not sure about that word in english so please bare this one fucking german word... and her "Do this to that.. blablabla" ahr wtf I´m really pissed off , can´t I kill somebody? I´m not particular but someone please T_T ... I should really kill someone, it maybe feel refreshing or something like that... Hmpf I think I rather kill some teddys than a real person.. that´s better for my conscience... *wenttokillateddy* die you fucking *beeep* *beep* *beeeeeeeeeep* Die! okay no I feel much better... and now I´ll try to learn ~ Current Mood: very very pissed off (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 15th, 2005
9:16 pm	WTF O_o Okay heute war irgendwie n komischer Tag, zu erst hatte meine Tante Geburtstag, nya gut, das war in Ordnung aber das war ja schon mitte des Tages. Also der Tag fing damit an, dass ich einen Anruf bekam, meine Tante, sie hate ihren DVD player angesdtellt und wusste nun nicht mehr wie sie ihn aus kriegen sollte oder wie sie die Lasutstärke runterstellen konnte da es arschhaft laut war, welches sogar ich durch das Telefon hörte >_> und ich sollte doch bitte schnell zu ihr kommen, Okay ich zieh mich schnell an und keine 4 Minuten später klingelt das Telefon wieder ..-.- wieder meine Tante XD nun hatte sie den Knopf wieder gefunden, welcher die Anlage wieder ausschaltete... und ich bräuchte ned mehr vorbei kommen aber dann schlug ich ihr vor Kuchen zu kaufen und vorbei zu kommen weil ja schließlich ihr BDay wäre, gut Vorschlag angenommen :D Und so kam ich dann heute doch noch zu meinen 2 Stücken geiler Torte (Marzipantorte ID~~) gut weiter im Text, dort angekommen und mit Kuchen und BLumen aus dem Garten bepackt ging es dann daran Kaffee zu kochen und sich zu unterhalten. Wobei die Unterhaltung sehr interessant war und ich mich gedanklich ermahnte, dass ich eigentlich zu meinem Pferd wollte aber da meine Tante unbedingt wollte das ich zu ihr komme wurde daraus leider nichts, tja Pech für Ave und für mein nächstes Turnier da ich schon sehr lange nicht geritten , geschweige denn gesprungen bin da ich eine verfickte Erkältung hatte und somit auch meine mündliche Abiprüfung ins Wasser fiel und ein Turnier Y_Y und jetzt darf ich hier hocken und lernen und der Drucker läuft im Büro heiss aber egal, wobei mal eben angemerkt mein Freund im Wohnzimmer sitzt und WOW spielt, für alle die sich nicht in solchen Gefilden auskennen noch einmal in Worten "World of Warcraft".. super Spiel aber leider recht teuer und hoher Suchtfaktor wie ich sehe..XD Nya zurück zum Tag .. ich war also recht lange bei meiner Tante so zirka 3 stds -4 stds ... so lange wollte ich EIGENTLICH nicht bleiben aber egal es war ja ganz nett und ich konnte etwas wichtiges Erfahren. Und die Torte schmecke toll, wobei mir jetzt immer noch schlecht von den Bergen von Sahne ist >_<;; egal hat sich gelohnt und Püüüzzzääh essen eben auch wobei dann doch leider der Käserand sehr fettig war, nya ok is logisch an einem Käserand. Und nochmal zu der Anlage, die Batterien waren leer, kein Wunder das sie ned ausging aber egal XD Dann war ich gegen 6h zuhause und setzte mich gerade genüsslich auf meinen Schreibtischstuhl und wollte gerade meine Nachbarn mit wunderbar lauter Musik beglücken, mein FInger ruhte schon auf der Lautstärkenregelung als das Telefon wieder ging mit einem mehr oder minder lautem "what the FUCK" ging ich dann ans Telefon und nahm ab .. meine Tante ..-.-; sie wollte mir nur noch einmal kurz etwas sagen, woraus aus kurz dann 10 Minuten wurden. _._;; Okay war alles nicht schlimm, ich bin ja geduldig... Dann als ich mir eine Pizza bestellte fiel mir beschämenderweise ein, dass ich Jan das Geld für die Pizza ned wieder gegeben hatte >_<; scheisse! ALso schrieb ich schnell eine sms und sagte ihm dies entschuldigenderweise. Dann konnte ich endlich meine Musik anstellen und lehnte mich mit einem breiten Grinsen zurück und wollte mich gerade der Musik hingeben als erneut das Telefon klingelte.. "What the heck..." ich ging wieder ran, es war der Pizzaservice O_O, machdem ich dreimal nachfragen musste verstand ich endlich,. dass er schon mit der Pizza draussen stand und ich die Klingel wieder nicht gehört hatte >_<; so langsam überlege ich echt entweder die Leitung der Klingel in mein Zimmer legen zu lassen oder auf das Namensschild meine Handynummer zu scvhreiben damit man bei mir anklingeln kann wenn man vor der Tür steht und keiner aufmacht XD Nagut nu war die Pizza da aber mein Freund noch nicht... er kam dann 10 MInuten später aber is ja auch ok, dann war die Pizza ned mehr so warm und man konnte sie noch gut essen ... Scheisse war das ein verdrehter Tag, ab dem nichts so lief wie es sollte .. und ausserdem muss ich nun hier sitzen und eigentlich lernen aber es ist verdammt schwer sich aufzuraffen wenn man weiss, dass man nur noch eine VERDAMMTE Prüfung hat, eigentlich müsste man schnell an das Lernen heran gehen aber bei mir is das nicht der Fall und ich werde da echt unmotiviert und schlecht gelaunt aber egal und blub .XD So das wars erstmal Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 14th, 2005
3:45 pm	:-! Learning sucks T_T I don´t want to but i have to.. ahhr everything sucks . I´m feeling ill this morning because of my stomache and couldn´t go to my swordtraining and still it hurts so I can´t learn ...not really because i´m feeling very baddish. I´ll dive to my boyfriend in half an hour and I hope it will be good there and I can feel a lil bit better but I don´t think so ... well lets see that time will bring to me =) I hope no stomache ache XD bb Current Mood: sick (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 12th, 2005
11:14 pm	Connichi ^o^ Yeah i´m helper at the connichi!!!! Friday- Sunday :D No entrance, no annoying search for bed and food ... aahrr it´s sooo kewl *_________* I´m so damn happy because of that. I´ll save a lot of money because of that! Ahr kewl X) I just have to pay for the Train but that´s not really a problem because I ´ll drive with a lot of people :D I´m so happy i could die ^^° Now my problems about the festivals and my money are a little bit smaler. Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
1:09 pm	Learning and boyfriend =_= THis morning my boyfriend phoned me , damn it! It was just 12 o ´clock and that´s damn early i just awoke a few seconds before the phonecall.. and he was angry *drop* but i didn´t do something in my oppinion .. Okay he was pissed off and jealous >_<; and he said that i havenot told him that I drove to Jan *ultdrop* Danm i had told hin ! I told him two times !! In ICQ and on the Phone !! Damn it >_> why are creatures like men so complicated ? Can anyone tell me? I shouldn´t write books about the mystery of Fantasy i really should write about the mystery of beeing a man XD But it would be very sarcastic then .. Okay after he told all his problems and admit his jealous XD I thought it was allright for now .. ahr I´m such a mean person ^^° nah don´t mind it ... and now ... I have to learn history. well then I think I am very bored because I have started to write a LJ^^ but it´s fun somehow O_o Ok bb Current Mood: mischievous (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
7:20 pm	Boooring If you had nothing do do, the day seems so fucking long >_<; and i have to bear this situation till October, till the beginning of the study Y_Y That´s so fucking long. I need a job, i really need a job but what? o.o Waitress? Naah I´m to slow u_u, gas station? Oh no not again... A night watchman in a lonely office ...*shudder* yeah the perfect scenery for a horror movie XD but on the other hand it sound like fun. I could read some books, hear nice music all night long, dance on the tables, make some funny copies ... nah maybe in the beginning but i think it´s a very boring job. But I am happy to have such a long peroid of time to work on my books and poems :) because the publishers are waiting for them T_T and I need money.. because I want to go to the MEra Luna(Hildesheim) und Hurricane (Scheeßel) Festival and to the Connichi (Kassel)..and finaly i wanted to go tramping with a friend of mine .. ahr wtf how should I do all of this things... Dunno but I want to do it somehow ^^ WEll let´s see what happens in a few days ^^ Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)